HOLY EROTICA

  • LILITH is a feminine figure in Mesopotamian and Jewish mythology, theorized to be the first wife of Adam and a primordial she-demon. Lilith is cited as having been "banished" from the Garden of Eden for not complying with and obeying Adam.

    The role she plays in Holy Erotica is a symbolic one. Lilith represents the sexual feminine that I demonized as a Christian man, an archetype that I discovered and reconciled with while making these short films.

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LECTURES | GOSPEL OF THE BODY

3 LECTURES | 3 PRINCIPLES

THE EROTIC CHRIST

1 LECTURE | 7 DISTINCTIONS

GOSPEL OF THE BODY

GOSPEL OF THE BODY

GOSPEL OF THE BODY is a retrospective lecture, and over-arching reflection of the last 7 years where I gradually picked up 7 ESSENTIAL TEACHING DISTINCTIONS that were required for me to embody to break out of the dogma of indoctrinated patriarchal Christianity and the overwhelm of the matriarchal feminine of eastern religious and indigenous teachings, to reconcile with all parts — the ethers of the spirit, the emotions of the body, and the heart of Christ — and re-discover the EROTIC CHRIST. It showcases the video below, an integration of my old self when I was married to who I am today embarking upon The Erostocrat, an online magazine as a vehicle for Holy Erotica.

GOSPEL OF THE BODY | Erostocrat

This lecture is the reconciliation of the masculine and the feminine. My father dies, and I go to Hawaii and learn about my roots in the Philippines. I go there and discover the story of the barrel man and my granduncle the mayor of Baguio who banned it. I learn about the story of the Aswang and the original story of resistance and how it parallels with Hawaii. Meanwhile, I investigate my own white-washing in my third Holy Erotica film — a transmission from a spiritual experience that began before Part 1.

  • 3rd Principle of Holy Erotica:  If both God and Sex expands, Love also EXPANDS.

  • “HOLY”, 3rd Definition: To make Whole.

  • Authentic Self 3.0 / Transfiguration / Embodiment of both parts.

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LILITH | Just For One Day ,

This lecture goes into the indoctrination of religion and the conditioning of mainstream media regarding sexuality. It is the patriarchal view of toxic masculinity. From this position, I pursue my first Holy Erotica experiment — a confrontation with two lesbian adult actresses. This explosive step into erotic filmmaking includes a bombastic encounter with the Ark of the Covenant, and form there Kabbalistic Judaism, where I am first introduced to LILITH.

  • 1st Principle of Holy Erotica:  Sexuality and Spirituality are SYNONYM. 

  • “HOLY”, 1st Definition: Set apart.

  • Authentic Self 1.0 / Transformation / Discovering our child-psychology and what was.

Exclusive Content Includes: Interview with Lily Cade, Interviews with Dr. Marc Gafni

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MARY | Cosmic Touch

This lecture is in-part a prequel to Part 1, investigating a spiritual experience known as transreverberation, being ravished by the Holy Spirit, or a Kundalini Awakening. I investigate Dr. Kristina Kincaid, a former Victoria Secret’s model turned anthropologist, theologian, and healer and her documented account of her own kundalini awakening. This leads me into Christian Mysticism and the introduction to Isis Initiation and the Mary Magdalene thread. This matriarchal perspective investigate the feminine in the holy trinity and is paralleled with a second Holy Erotica experiment — an investigation into self-pleasure.

  • 2nd Principle of Holy Erotica:  If Sexuality and Spirituality are synonym, both EXPAND. 

  • “HOLY”, 2nd Definition: To be pure and elevated.

  • Authentic Self 2.0 / Trancendence / Following the body and emotion.

Exclusive Content: Interview with Dr. Kristina Kincaid, Self-Pleasure studies

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EROTIC CHRIST | Magdalene Remembered

This lecture is the reconciliation of the masculine and the feminine. My father dies, and I go to Hawaii and learn about my roots in the Philippines. I go there and discover the story of the barrel man and my granduncle the mayor of Baguio who banned it. I learn about the story of the Aswang and the original story of resistance and how it parallels with Hawaii. Meanwhile, I investigate my own white-washing in my third Holy Erotica film — a transmission from a spiritual experience that began before Part 1.

  • 3rd Principle of Holy Erotica:  If both God and Sex expands, Love also EXPANDS.

  • “HOLY”, 3rd Definition: To make Whole.

  • Authentic Self 3.0 / Transfiguration / Embodiment of both parts.

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