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  • This film is offered as our prayer between Hawaii and America for HEALING. We have learned how the 'Aina (land) was sadly taken by American broken promises. We have learned how Christian marriage was used to violently shame the Hawaiian culture who was originally very sexual, accepting, fluid, and loving; a people now displaced, without home, and yet so quick to forgive, to accept, to share, and to welcome. Hawaii showed us the beauty of our skin and the color-blindness of the heart. Where Pele, the Hawaiian goddess of volcanoes, fire, lightning, wind, and dance, the creator of the Hawaiian Islands and ʻohana (family) by natives. THIS FILM IS OUR PRAYER. Of dance, of fire, of feminine sensual embodiment re-aligning Christian sacraments to honor the Hawaii that Christianity first dishonored as the ostracized feminine side of Christ. This is our love letter to the ‘Aina and Pele, and a ho'oponopono prayer in behalf of the Christian faith and our American nationality. “I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I love you.”

    Magdalene Remembered Filmmaking Team

A PRAYER FOR HAWAII

Proverb: "Mai ka piko o ke po'o a ka poli o ka wāwae, a l'a ma na kihi 'ehā o ke kino."

Translation: “From the crown of the head to the soles of the feet, and the four corners of THE BODY."

Meaning: Used in prayers of HEALING.

A HOLY EROTICA FILM STUDY | TRANSMISSION

Through this MANIFESTO, we are rewriting the religious narrative. SEX IS shameful SACRED. WE ARE BORN WITH ORIGINAL sin PURITY. THE FEMININE DOES not BELONG IN THE HOLY TRINITY. 

We are placing the Womb at the center of creation as the Holy Grail, Earth as the Original Church, and the Body as the First Temple, worthy of sensual worship.”

- Magdalene Remembered Filmmaking Team

MAGDALENE REMEMBERED, is a poetic TRANSMISSION of Christened Word, Luminous Body, and Provocative Image; an Erotic Short Film that Unites the Divide between Eros and Divine.

WITNESS MAGDALENE on a self-initiatory journey of mystery and reality, a weaving between the sanctuary of her bed and the secret caves of ancient church; from taking holy sacraments to RECLAIMING HER INNOCENCE, to following her into the underworld of A HIGHLY EROTIC SELF-PLEASURE JOURNEY, and finally, to the ocean where fire meets water for a REVELATORY SELF-BAPTISM. 

By viewing this film, you are invited to experience EROTIC GNOSIS; to meet your body with REVERENCE, and enter a portal of devotional connection to ALL THAT IS. By experiencing the Holy Spirit of Pleasure within us, we can remember that the fabric of the universe is LOVE. 

"There is no shame here.
Here and now, it's just me. 
And an offering of my heart."

Filmmakers Log 111822 |

"I WANT TO FILM sex in a church.”

Three women, each in the fringe sex space, have flirted the same film concept to me on separate occasions, a concept that mirrors a vision — not an idea — that I had years ago during my God-encounter in a Filipino restaurant in Queens. This concept is blasphemous! Or is it? I felt a familiar voice stir in my body. “Make Holy Erotica.”

HYPOTHESIS: What if I looped these women together to produce this controversial film. Is this the devil? The divine? Or is it a TRANSMISSION?

Magdalene Remembered is a fearless art-film that took my camera into “blasphemy”. Already, it has struck a nerve on the Big Island where it was produced, igniting conversation on both sides of the patriarchal-matriarchal Sophia-Christ trope, both conservative Christ followers and zealous Magdalene initiates. Authentic holiness is, at first, divisive.

We, the filmmakers, stand proudly in the middle as gap-filler for these necessary conversations, to be pacifying and inclusive regardless of the persecution or praise, and embodying the spirit of aloha, a synonym of Christ-Love. This is what how I learned the distinction of the EROTIC CHRIST, by embodying inclusive-accepting Love. To invite, not divide; to celebrate, not shame; to reconcile all broken parts and be Whole again. Holy. With our Erotica.

It is through these interactions that I learned that my Holy Spirit encounter I had in a Filipino restaurant in Queens can also be articulated as a KUNDALINI AWAKENING, and the vision from that — of feminine eroticism in a cave led by a priestess figure-head — is possibly of an ancient church led by a Magdalene archetype, vivid details apparently characteristic of an “Isis Initiation”, or a “Sophia Code”. I don’t really know. However. Following this thread revealed my own white-washing conditioning as an Asian-American man, my hyper-sexual view of women, and took me Home to the Philippines and my Bible Belt roots. In conclusion, yes, I do believe what we as co-filmmakers have followed a TRANSMISSION. “Make Holy Erotica.”

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HOLY EROTICA PRESENTS DIVINE DEBAUCHERY

The Magdalene Remembered LIVE SCREENINGS have been called “the party of the year” mixing EROTICISM, DANCE, MUSIC, and COMMUNITY with INNOCENCE.

MINISTERS OF THE EROTIC

LAUREN, a writer and a filmmaker of the erotic, and KELLY, a dancer and also a filmmaker of the erotic, wanted to push their limits. They had no background in Christian ministry like I did. I had no background in the erotic like they did. This can work.

We started with three settings — a church-space, a cave-space, and a baptism space. We each owned our craft; Lauren the poet of word, Kelly the poet of dance and embodiment, and me the poet of image. Lauren directed the set. Kelly directed her dance and erotic embodiment. I directed the edit.

By seeing my women co-filmmakers as MINISTERS OF THE EROTIC, I learned of feminine metaphors that were once blind to me as a Christian man, of the Holy Grail and Womb, of menstrual blood and the blood/wine in the Eucharist, and the Earth as Mother.

  • Lauren is an Erotic Artist and Writer, certified Tantric Love and Relationship Coach, as well as a sensual activator through hands on healing and Kundalini Bodywork sessions, of over 18 years. 

    Lauren, playing with the Empress of Eros archetype, allows the current of sensuality to guide her life. She lives for that passionate connection with the Beloved through all beings; of gazing into their eyes and revealing their soul, as well as the body as a canvas of spiritual connection and revelation. 

    As someone who straddles both worlds of western, sexualized tantra, and the yogic meditative forms of eastern Tantra, Lauren offers a refreshed and playful view that leads one into authentic, embodied presence, leading to greater liberation of the true self.

    With an 800-hr coaching certification from the Tantric Institute of Integrated Sexuality, she powerfully guides people who are feeling fragmented and disconnected from their bodies & sexual expression to places of innocent wholeness, expansion and reclamation of their erotic essence.

    EROTICCONFIDENCE.COM

  • Kelly Klein, PhD, is an embodied artist, filmmaker, dancer, somatic intimacy and relationship coach, Transformational Kink Practitioner, and Tantric priestess. As a leader of the erotic revolution, her mission is to facilitate humanity’s liberation in harmony with the Earth and to facilitate embodied knowing of our inherent divinity and interconnectedness.

    Having spent her life intimately investigating the body, relationships, community, sexuality, and sensuality, she celebrates the full range of sexual desires with compassion and curiosity. Her work begins with the belief that our connection to our bodies and one another reflects and impacts our connection to the earth, and she seeks to help humanity find greater harmony in these relations. She brings embodied knowledge as a dancer, anatomical and spiritual knowledge as a yoga instructor, and emotional and sensual wisdom as a sacred sexuality practitioner and sex and relationship coach.

    She holds a PhD from The Ohio State University, is certified with The Integrative Arts Institute, and has trained with the Somatica Institute and the International School of Temple Arts.

    KELLYKLEINPHD.COM

  • Nathanael is a career editor and producer in the docu-series world for Discovery, A&E, History, Netflix, Facebook, MTV, and many other networks. He has a film production degree from the prestigious University of Southern California. He is also a former church camp pastor with seven years experience in professional youth ministry. He is a Youtube content creator and singer of karaoke. His passion is to articulate and heal our nations sexual wound through an online magazine in development called The Erostocrat and peripheral spaces.

    EROSTOCRAT.COM

LECTURE | INTERVIEWS | CONTENT

PAY-PER-VIEW PORTAL

LECTURE 0 | PurityLand (Theme: The Trauma) *NEEDING NEW CIFGUY TOO

EROSTOCRAT Chapter 0: This is all purity backstory and my sexless marriage and the little christmas tree and my editing career. This is about doing something different. This is about high school stories. This is about going to a strip club. This is about having sex and dating for the first time.

Film Study | From conservative to progressive. The film is purity culture and the podcast and the offerings that we have made, and how this is available on the holy erotica portal. These are all resources for those who are healing. But where do we go from here.

  • Principles:  This is sex and spirit separate,

    • Manifestation:  I did not trust my body.

    • Implication: I could be manipulated. To love in a way that is divisive. Expansion.

    • Application:  I am disconnected to something.

  • CHRIST to HOLY: Shift from interior experience to exterior experience

  • Christ Self: I am being Jesus and Not me.

Exclusive Content: The purity talks

APPROACH: The first part is free. The content is what people pay for.

LECTURE 1 | Just For One Day (Theme: Masculinity) *BASE OF TRIANGLE

EROSTOCRAT Chapter 1: After making this film, it is showcased at a mystery school in the Netherlands and compared to the Ark of the Covenant as the first erotica. But scandal around this guru and #MeToo accusations of my subject have me doubting. By going back to the footage, I find what is True, learning the following. This is the baptism of the toxic masculine. It is an introduction of current sexual narratives and new ones. This deconstructs the Old Testament with Kabbalistic Judaism. Deeper into the Bible. (LILITH)

  • 1st Principle of Holy Erotica:  Sexuality and Spirituality are SYNONYM. 

    • Manifestation:  Body and Spirit as one is GNOSIS.  TRUE. This is necessary for Alignment

    • Implication: Alignment breaks us out of manipulation.

    • Application:  Erotica cultivates truth in post-truth world.

  • “HOLY”, 1st Definition: Set apart.

  • Authentic Self 1.0: (Transformation) This is discovering our child-psychology and what was. The old way. The patriarchal. Identifying and seeing this.

Exclusive Content: Dharma of a Heretic, Holy Erotica Footage,

APPROACH: This film is free. The talk is what people pay for.

LECTURE 2 | Cosmic Touch (Theme: Feminitnity) *MASCULINE AND FEMININE ON OPPOSITES, SWITCH

EROSTOCRAT Chapter 2: I investigate the original Holy Spirit encounter that led me into Holy Erotica discovering transreverberation. The kundalini awakening. The Holy Spirit is in other cultures and it is embodied. It is an investigation of Gafni’s partner Kristina Kincaid and other narratives of cosmology. This is outside of the Bible. This is the introduction of MARY, the new testament, and the feminine. This is expansion. By following a woman, I am being RE-BIRTHED as a man. MAGDALENE IS HERE?

Holy Erotica Study: Cosmic Touch - This is an experience of discovering there is more to self-pleasure than orgasm, but a divine connection that interconnects with people.

  • 2nd Principle of Holy Erotica:  If Sexuality and Spirituality are synonym, both EXPAND. 

    • Manifestation:  If Body and Spirit (GNOSIS) and that knowledge expands.

    • Implication:   If knowledge expands, we can follow that into the unkown. Mapping.

    • Application:  Holy Erotica can lead create trails out of our trauma loops.

  • “HOLY”, 2nd Definition: To be pure and elevated is to be MORE.

  • Authentic Self 2.0: (Trancendence) Following the body is doing something different and learning new things. And this is matriarchal.

Exclusive Content: This includes my masculine study of self-pleasure, where I use this to heal my own trauma of masturbation. Intercut with my experience with KK.

*describe what to expect in each film so that folks have context.

APPROACH: This film is free (donation). The talk is what people pay for.

LECTURE 3 | Magdalene Remembered (Theme: Adrogynous Christ) *THERE IS AN ASCENSION UP

EROSTOCRAT Chapter 3: My father dies, and it is in Russellville that I return to get to know my father and all that he has taught me. So i go to Hawaii and learn about my roots in the Philippines. I go there and discover the story of the barrel man and my granduncle. I learn about my father. I learn about the story of the Aswang and the original story of resistance. I self pleasure to filipino women and I realize my own conditioning. I see the wound. And I date my original girlfriend from high school, the purity story. CHRISTIAN PORN IS HERE?

  • 3rd Principle of Holy Erotica:  If both God and Sex expands, Love also expands.

    • Manifestation:  Expanded Love can hold opposing metanarratives.

    • Implication:  Co-existing metanarratives compliment each other in its Highest expression.

    • Application:  Holy Erotica can unify a divided world at its Highest parts as REVIVAL.

  • “HOLY”, 3rd Definition: To make Whole.

  • Authentic Self 3.0: (Transfiguration) Reconciling both parts and making it new. This is a transmuting. Not chemical but alchemical.

APPROACH: The lecture is what people pay for with the trailer (which is free). The Film is something that is paid for sepaerately.

THE COMMUNITY is also paid for separately.

LECTURE 4 | Gospel of the Body (THE PATTERN BEYOND)

EROSTOCRAT Chapter 4: This is where I go into the download of our sex and how amazing it is, and this is taboo and that she gets a kundalini awakening, and how this disturbs everything. How does this work? This goes into the download. I talk about the Gospel of the Body and how that expands our faith. And that there is a loop. Time is different. Everything is in the present now. And there is a pattern of embodiment for AI. We need to stay connected and have this conversation and be that space.

Film Study: this is my fusion of my old self to my new self. This is EMBODIED.

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    • Manifestation:  N/A

    • Implication:  N/A

    • Application:  N/A

  • “HOLY”: N/A

  • Authentic/AI Self: (Repeated Loop)