HOLY EROTICA

  • As a Christian, I understood "holy" to mean "set apart." In the healing community, however, the concept of holiness takes on a different nuance—it signifies the integration of parts, a movement toward wholeness.

    Holy Erotica explores the seemingly opposing realms of the "holy" and the "erotic," which religion and society have long kept separate. By reconciling these divided halves, it bridges the spiritual and the sexual within us, fostering the healing of shame. To live without shame is to embrace wholeness—a way of life that is, by its very nature, set apart.

Welcome to HolyErotica.Org!

This site started as a platform to showcase my Holy Erotica films created to confront my religious-sexual shame through art. But this vision soon grew. Now it’s a framework for a vibrant online community bridging society to higher conscious connection for education, mission, and transformation—a reflection of who I am today and how this work has shaped me.

At the core is the Church of Holy Erotica (COHE), a space on The Mighty Network where the films are experienced fully. The COHE offers screening rooms, discussion forums, and sacred spaces to explore eroticism in a safe and holy way, all while fostering authentic embodiment with your Authentic Self, the primary relationship that really matters.

The COHE also hosts Erostocrat, a limited-release online magazine and docu-series as an educational tool helping others orient and break from cultural, religious, and sexual conditionings of mainstream media. This platform reimagines content consumption by reclaiming spaces once exploited by pornography, filling them with integrity, intention, and authenticity.

In a nutshell, this campaign articulates the marginalized man and his libido, celebrates the Holy Spirit as an embodied energy within, dosey does with A.I., and throws in some aliens for good measure, all while keeping your feet firmly planted on the ground with Christ-Love as center. Hallelujah!

  • Over two decades of editing-producing unscripted series for networks and channels, 7 years of professional youth ministry experience, 5 years of deconstructing ministry with Touch Podcast, 5 years on the early years of Youtube, and 7 years apprenticing and working to contextualize kundalini as a foundation to develop this platform.

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  • In the Beginning

  • The Film Study

    • Art of the Film Study

    • Footage as Artifacts

    • The Film: Standards/Tenets

    • The Study: Embodiment/Instrospection

  • Erostocrat Magazine

  • Community

  • Curation

  • Ethos

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“HOLY EROTICA IS A PLATFORM THAT IS DESPERATELY NEEDED AND IT’S MARVELOUSLY EXECUTED HERE WITH REVERENCE, RESPECT, AND ARTISTRY.”

DR. TINA SCHEMER-SELLARS | Sex Educator, Therapist, Speaker, Author of

SEX, GOD, AND THE CONSERVATIVE CHURCH

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SHORT FILMS | 

THE FOUNDATION

The Holy Erotica short films are the FOUNDATION of everything here, inspiring the vision, mission, and core beliefs that shape the online community. They ground the community in values of authenticity, curiosity, and healing—offering a space where members can dismantle cultural and religious shame while embracing their true selves.

Puna, HI | Lauren Searles, Kelly Klien, and N/O filming Magdalene Remembered, the last of a trilogy.

Puna, HI | Public screening of Magdalene Remembered.

COMMUNITY | 

AN ONLINE GATHERING

Holy Erotica artifacts are a deeper, more intimate, and profoundly respectful exploration of eroticism deserving their own dedicated COMMUNITY guided by core beliefs, principles, and agreements, enabling them to engage with others as a continuous practice to discern their authentic selves from the conditionings of cultural shame, religious shame, and trauma.

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GOSPEL OF THE BODY PRESENTS

HOLY EROTICA

FILM STUDIES LIVED BY N / O

HOLY EROTICA is a safe, online space to explore your eroticism in a sacred, affirming way. Through my erotic films, lectures, discussion spaces, and community engagements, I offer guidance and prompts to help you connect with your Authentic Self. These tools and practices are what helped me, as a man and Christian, embrace my own eroticism and deepen my spiritual journey.

This site is part of a multi-platform network, including The Mighty Network and Many Vids, with four core purposes:

  1. To launch a collective EPISTEMOLOGICAL EXPLORATION OF SOMATIC ARTOGRAPHY, merging spiritual and sexual dimensions.

  2. To introduce a LOVE ECONOMY, where creativity, relationships, and well-being are prioritized over profit.

  3. To explore a NEW, CONSCIOUS EROTICA that values ethical, empowering, and authentic expressions of sexuality.

  4. To ignite a REVIVAL that embodies Christ’s love—awakening the heart, healing the body, and transforming how we relate to ourselves and others.

Join this experiment and become part of a transformative movement! Together, we'll co-create a new way of being, loving, and living authentically—this is more than just exploration, it's a revolution of the embodied heart and soul.

Nathanael L. NoverO

The following website is for adults only (18+) featuring

nudity, sexual content, and heretical beliefs

deviating from Western religion, especially Christianity.

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  • Our nation is fractured by a deep religious-sexual wound, a divide mirrored within each of us. By confronting and reconciling these internal divisions, we heal not just ourselves, but our nation as a whole.

  • I am a former church camp purity pastor and docu-series producer/editor, divorced after a 15-year sexless marriage where intimacy triggered my spouse's suicidal tendencies. This experience gave my fundamentalist theology a life-or-death reality. I was an embodiment of shame.

    Ten years ago, while eating chicken adobo at a restaurant in Queens, New York, I had a dramatic encounter with the Holy Spirit. The words that resonated in my body were clear: "Make Holy Erotica." What did this mean? My curiosity revealed that my fear of feminine sexuality had vanished, but the trauma remained. This Voice urged me to confront it. I needed a camera. When I shoot, I am not afraid.

    With my camera, I could engage with feminine sexuality as I had always respected it—curiously, reverently, and with worship. This integration of Sex and Spirit reintroduced me to a Christ larger than the one I had known—one who spoke the same words: "Make Holy Erotica."

    Seven years later, I found myself in the Philippines, reconnecting to my cultural roots. I began to wonder: How did this journey lead me here? Was I following a divine thread? Reversing my path, I uncovered a profound insight: my religious-sexual wound had severed me from my culture, and perhaps this wound was the nation’s root trauma, beginning on Plymouth Rock.

    My journey led me to produce three erotic short films over a 10 year period, collectively offering me a unique Dharma—what I call the Gospel of the Body and the Erotic Christ. This expanded my Christian faith beyond indoctrination, teaching me love across the lines that divide us.

    Erotic filmmaking helped me discover my Authentic Self and embody the Heart of Christ without the constraints of traditional teachings. The alignment between my Heart and Body became my North Star in a post-truth world. This journey led me to a new understanding of Holiness—holding both the "holy" and "unholy" in reconciliation, without judgment, in the Heart of Christ.

    Your embodied Authentic Self and the worlds you reconcile are a literal revival for humanity. It is Christ on Earth. You are invited here to find Embodiment and Alignment through Eroticism—because this is what saves humanity. This is Revival.

EROSTOCRAT |

ONLINE MAGAZINE

Erostocrat serves as a veil and gateway between Holy Erotica and the world, inviting a shift in perspective on eroticism, money, spirituality, and our connection to all things. It articulates and addresses the religious-sexual wound that has divided our nation and separated us from our Authnetic Selves.